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31.5.10

Fireflies....flies



lagu ni cam best gak....layan tgh2 malam time nak tido...mesti lentok



FIREFLIES - OWL CITY

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave tear drops everywhere
You'd think me rude but I would just stand and
Stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems

Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach my how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sock-hop beneath my bed
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread
(Thread, thread...)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep
(Ha-ha)

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell
(Said farewell)
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar
(Jar, jar, jar...)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)
[x2]

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams



P/S; NICE GAK LETAK KALER GOLD TUK FIREFLIES...CAM KUNANG2

Still....


last paper:
27 may 2010

today:
1 June 2010

conclusion:
aku masih kat utp




22.5.10

21st- an age of the dark


dark age...21st
aku tk thu nape,since besday aku 6may aritu,aku cam start rase benda sedih
datang menimpa2

lepas satu,satu,lepas satu,satu lg datng..
tak tahan nak trus camni...

maybe ni la orng kata karma kot...
maybe ni jugak orng ckp hukum alam....
ni jgk orng melayu ckp hidup umpama roda...

kalo apek lam citer P.Ramlee ckp,
"hidup sosah,mati pon sosah ooooo"

bile ingt2 balik,bile time aku senang,aku tk penah fikir perasaan orng,
hati orang,aku slalu slumber sakitkn ati orng,
gaduh sane,gaduh sini,ejek orng sume....

tp skrng bile aku tk cam dulu, tgn bukn lg tuk digenggam,aku plak jd cam
orng yg aku wat dulu....aku yg kena ejek,kena maki,sakitkn ati aku...

zaman tu aku rindu,tp tkde makna jgk tuk aku jd cam dulu...
kalau la btul,21st ni thun ko mule nk matang,kenal dunia,
harap sgt aku kenal ape tu dunia,aku matang,ajar aku yg idup tk selalu indah kn?

tiap pagi,susah sgt nk tido,bkn imsonia,bkn aku amik pil kuda,
tp tiap kali baring,otak aku mule tringat benda dulu,benda2 yg aku wat dulu,
saat2 hitam lam hidup,kadang2 sampai aku berpeluh2 teringt kt benda2 tu sume.

"umi,adik mintak maaf,kalo slame ni adik bnyk wat umi sedih....balik skolah baju koyak,kelas tusyen ponteng,gaduh ngn dak2 skolah tk hbs2....."
"abah, adik sayng abah sgt2,adik tao adik bkn anak yg baik...tk slalu bawak cerita baik tuk
abah....adik tao dalam diam2 abah,abah bnyk terasa ngn adik,adik mintak maaf abah"
"kak long,kak ngah,abe,abang chik, adik mintk maaf kt korang sume jgk...adik jahat,tk reti jaga ati korang,adik terlampau tk matang.tp adik sayng korang sume...adik rindukn korang sume..
rindu tuk jd sorang adik...adik dah penat idup berdikari....sakit idup sorang2...menangis sorang...adik dah penat nk berlagak matang"

ya Allah...berikan aku kekuatan....tunjuk kan aku jalan..

20.4.10

satu....


single seem like so fun...
jeles tgk member2 yg single...
tk perlu nak melayan awek yg 23jam mendatangkn masalah kt kite...
tkde nk buang mase nk layan kerenah awek yg tk penah nk pikir kite sibuk ke,
bizi ke,ape2 la benda lain kite nak wat...
bleh lepak ngn sape2 laki ke pompuan tanpe ade awek nk mrh2 kite sebb lepak ngn awek lain..
tkde nk pujuk berhari2 bile tersilap ckp sket...
sume tu aku nampak bile aku single....

so skrng bile single...
benda jadi lain...
aku rase cam sunyi gile...
cam tkde dah msg2 tuk msuk inbox...
tkde dah bebelan2 serabut kpala....

skrng laptop aku je teman aku...seriusly benda ni cam wat aku serabut..
tk bleh nk fikir sume benda.
aku tknk jd cam dlu...bile sume benda aku tukar kepada amarah...
aku tknk jd cam dulu...
bile ade sum1 yg aku sayng kt sisi aku,aku blaja bnyk tuk bersabar ngn marah aku..
aku bnyk blaja tuk letak ego aku kt bwh...

hbs tu,skrng aku sorang2...perlu ke aku jd cam dulu?
bengis yg tak bertempat...
skrng thanx to member2 yg still ade support aku...
teman aku gi mane2.yg still leh isi time2 aku rase sunyi gile babi..
aku try bz kan diri aku ngn benda2 aku tk ske sgt pon nk wat..
tibe2 aku rajin nk bukak buku,rajin nk gi kelas sampai kelas tutor pon aku pegi...
tkde kelas...ngadap kt bilik pian main game...

aku dah tk larat la camni...sakit sgt bile tkde sum1 kt sisi...
bkn aku nk ckp aku hope ade sum1 cam dulu...
aku tk thu patut aku biasekn diri dgn hidup single camni,atao try
trime sum1 tuk isi tempat kosong ni..

tp yg klakar nye...ade ke yg nak?
PEREMPUAN YANG BAIK HANYA UNTUK LELAKI YANG BAIK...
tu pesan mak aku...
so kalo aku clash,mean perempuan yg aku clash tu tk layak tuk aku ke?
mean aku ni bukan lelaki yg baik ke?
bile aku approach sum1 new n got rejected also,mean btul la aku lelaki yg tak baik kan?

hbs tu,tkn aku kena carik pmpuan yg jahat cam aku?
yg malas,yg ske marah2 orng

shit la

btw....thanx to my fren,my lappy,thanx to mma,thanx to pes2010
n last but not least
thanx to winston light 18 and canyon sebb korang teman terbaik aku sampai la
aku pejam mata tuk tido


23.3.10

Sang mantan meniduri mimpi aku

Nidji – Sang Mantan


dulu aku kau puja

dulu aku kau sayang

dulu aku sang juara

yang selalu engkau cinta

kini roda telah berputar


kini aku kau hina

kini aku kau buang

jauh dari hidupmu

kini aku sengsara

roda memang telah berputar


mana janji manismu

mencintaiku sampai mati

kini engkau pun pergi

saat ku terpuruk sendiri


akulah sang mantan

akulah sang mantan


sakit teriris sepi

ketika cinta telah pergi


akulah sang mantan

akulah sang mantan


mana janji manismu

setia sampai aku mati

kini engkau pun pergi

saat ku jatuh dan sendiri


mana janji manismu

mencintaiku sampai mati

kini engkau pun pergi

saat ku terpuruk sendiri


akulah sang mantan

akulah sang mantan

akulah sang mantan

akulah sang mantan


mana janji-janjimu