Fireflies....flies

lagu ni cam best gak....layan tgh2 malam time nak tido...mesti lentok



FIREFLIES - OWL CITY

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave tear drops everywhere
You'd think me rude but I would just stand and
Stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems

Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach my how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sock-hop beneath my bed
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread
(Thread, thread...)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep
(Ha-ha)

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell
(Said farewell)
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar
(Jar, jar, jar...)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)
[x2]

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

P/S; NICE GAK LETAK KALER GOLD TUK FIREFLIES...CAM KUNANG2

Still....

last paper:
27 may 2010

today:
1 June 2010

conclusion:
aku masih kat utp

21st- an age of the dark

dark age...21st
aku tk thu nape,since besday aku 6may aritu,aku cam start rase benda sedih
datang menimpa2

lepas satu,satu,lepas satu,satu lg datng..
tak tahan nak trus camni...

maybe ni la orng kata karma kot...
maybe ni jugak orng ckp hukum alam....
ni jgk orng melayu ckp hidup umpama roda...

kalo apek lam citer P.Ramlee ckp,
"hidup sosah,mati pon sosah ooooo"

bile ingt2 balik,bile time aku senang,aku tk penah fikir perasaan orng,
hati orang,aku slalu slumber sakitkn ati orng,
gaduh sane,gaduh sini,ejek orng sume....

tp skrng bile aku tk cam dulu, tgn bukn lg tuk digenggam,aku plak jd cam
orng yg aku wat dulu....aku yg kena ejek,kena maki,sakitkn ati aku...

zaman tu aku rindu,tp tkde makna jgk tuk aku jd cam dulu...
kalau la btul,21st ni thun ko mule nk matang,kenal dunia,
harap sgt aku kenal ape tu dunia,aku matang,ajar aku yg idup tk selalu indah kn?

tiap pagi,susah sgt nk tido,bkn imsonia,bkn aku amik pil kuda,
tp tiap kali baring,otak aku mule tringat benda dulu,benda2 yg aku wat dulu,
saat2 hitam lam hidup,kadang2 sampai aku berpeluh2 teringt kt benda2 tu sume.

"umi,adik mintak maaf,kalo slame ni adik bnyk wat umi sedih....balik skolah baju koyak,kelas tusyen ponteng,gaduh ngn dak2 skolah tk hbs2....."
"abah, adik sayng abah sgt2,adik tao adik bkn anak yg baik...tk slalu bawak cerita baik tuk
abah....adik tao dalam diam2 abah,abah bnyk terasa ngn adik,adik mintak maaf abah"
"kak long,kak ngah,abe,abang chik, adik mintk maaf kt korang sume jgk...adik jahat,tk reti jaga ati korang,adik terlampau tk matang.tp adik sayng korang sume...adik rindukn korang sume..
rindu tuk jd sorang adik...adik dah penat idup berdikari....sakit idup sorang2...menangis sorang...adik dah penat nk berlagak matang"

ya Allah...berikan aku kekuatan....tunjuk kan aku jalan..